mysterygirl

           The creation of difficult conditions                   The trouble didn't come when at the end of the day an SMS came in 'seeing a simple picture of him and his friend spending time' which he sent me. The trouble happened when I found out --- 'The unknown girl has become your friend'. Well, is it easy to make friends in life? If someone can be a friend quickly, then why can't we forget the old dear man so quickly?  What would have been his reaction if he had suddenly seen these on my phone? Maybe he didn't feel anything because I never made him stand in such a situation. So, he won't understand. As the saying goes, 'The man who is breaking into the house is the first to notice'. I called him, he called me many times and told me not to come now, come later. Meanwhile, I became disoriented, my head is not right. I reached his door. I slapped him on the cheek. The slap was to let me know ...

'Imagination' is wonderful, unless It hurts you. 'Imagination' is wonderful, unless  You suffer from depression. 'Imagination'  Let's imagine without complications. _@nu_

            19th April special dAy or awkful dAy My thoughts are such that I have to remember the good thoughts at the end of the day as the day goes on. That is why this day will be a special day for me. A lot of bad things happened to me that might not be explained in words. The heart and body were eager to leave together. The heart was wounded along with the body. The heart and brain to be more affected than the body. The pain in the body may go away with time, but where will the pain in the heart and brain go? Is he just me 'physically more, Or He hit me more mentally '? His words were more terrible than the kit of hell. Ignoring all this, I began to understand my heart and brain in this way  I started to remember his good memories. Not to mention that - "You will love him for his good And  You won't love him bad. Say it doesn't happen ". That's why we are all slaves to habit. He could not give up his grumpy nature. He could not handle the mat...

       19th april special dAy or awkful dAy                       শুভ জন্মদিন ,শুভ জন্মদিন!!!!!!!!! অনেক শুভেচ্ছা রইল। অনেকটা সময় পার হয়ে গেল ,বুঝতেই পারলাম না কোথা দিয়ে। প্রায় পাঁচ টা আমি তাকে আরেকটু, থাকার অনুরোধ করছি বললাম------ একটু হেঁটে চলি তারপর তুমি চলে যেও নয়। এক পা.... দু প করে.... এগিয়ে চললাম..... যদিও গন্তব্য একই ছিল কিন্তু লক্ষ্য ভিন্ন ভাবনাগুলো ভিন্ন। আমি আর আমার বকরবকর ;সে সে আর তার নীরবতা ,আমাদের সাথে। এবার সে কঠোরভাবে বলে উঠল যাও, তো যাও আমার মাথা খেয়োনা। আজও সে একই রকম-- "বদমেজাজি, নিষ্ঠুর (আমার উপরে)কিন্তু চেহারা দেখে মনে হবে তার থেকে শান্ত, ঠাণ্ডামাথার ছেলে আর কেউ হয়না। আচ্ছা,          "মানুষ কি শুধু শান্ত দেখতে হলেই হয়?                                       নাকি            তার স্বভাবটা শান্ত রাখতে হয়?"। তার কথাগুল...

                   19th april  Special  dAy or Awful dAy          Happy  birthday !!!!!! Happy birthday! Many wishes..... He cut the cake.... We spend good time ..... I could not understand where the time passed. It was about five o'clock. I begin to add whims, begin to request; I said let's walk a little then how can you leave. I walked forward with one foot and two feet .............. The destination is the same but the goal is different, the thoughts are different. Why or why not? We are two 'different people, different thoughts, different temperaments'. This is like me and my chatter and he is his silence.  Strictly he said --- Go, go, don't eat my head. He's still the same - grumpy, angry, cruel (to me) but looks cool, very calm boy. I began to question myself                                    ...