19th April (part-2)

         

        19th april  Special  dAy or Awful dAy

         Happy birthday !!!!!!Happy birthday! Many wishes.....

He cut the cake....

We spend good time .....

I could not understand where the time passed. It was about five o'clock. I begin to add whims, begin to request; I said let's walk a little then how can you leave. I walked forward with one foot and two feet ..............

The destination is the same but the goal is different, the thoughts are different. Why or why not? We are two 'different people, different thoughts, different temperaments'. This is like me and my chatter and he is his silence. 

Strictly he said --- Go, go, don't eat my head. He's still the same - grumpy, angry, cruel (to me) but looks cool, very calm boy. I began to question myself   

                    

            "Well, does a person calm down just by looking calm? Or does he just have to be calm?"

I'm not telling him out loud that his words are piercing my chest like an arrow - why are your words so bitter? Although I knew; 'One way, another way, another way' - so I remained silent.

                           'I am funny, smiling happy  girl with infinite patience with a calm disposition. Well! I jokingly said my wishes ----

His calm face turned red this time. It is as if the war is going on inside. I said don't worry, be cool.This time he said let's move forward together.

One foot ............two feet........we started walking .....

 I never dreamed that it would happen.

                      Suddenly it seemed as if someone had thrown me out of a deep ravine and I fell to the ground, face down. I saw 'darkness in my eyes for a moment '!!!!! 

 'My head is spinning hard', 'my body is wounded', 'bloody' is mine. People looked at me strangely. They began to whisper. People handed me water bottles. I opened the camera in front of my mobile and saw 'a horrible bloody look'. What the heck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much blood, excruciating pain, unbearable pain!

 Then I  started looking for the dear man. Where is he??

Where is he?????

Does he know what happened to me?

                                Then I remembered that he was with me a little while ago, he was saying to me, 'If you were a boy, I would kill you and bury you in the ground here'. I called him again and compared him again because I forgot that he had blocked me. Well,

Does he know about me? 

What happened to me? 

                        "Half-dead body then, I am still searching for him" !!!!!!

                                  Is it just an 'accident'? 

                                                  Or

             The identity of the grumpy nature?

What do u think??????????????

In my thinking.............

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To be continue....

    

" SmilE"

"Handel with care " 

"Quiet nature is more valuable than calm appearance".

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