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A rainy evning
A rainy evening It has been raining for the last two days. With a little rain, Dubai seems to be at the bottom of the ocean. If it rained like Kolkata, would Dubai be found? The day is my holiday, my holiday means - going for a walk with him, sitting on the wet grass ,enjoying the time with him,drinking tea. How can I go to the rain? To meet him, thinking, he called me. He called again and again and said will you come? Come on. I said, coming. I hurried out. The distance of the road which was 10 minutes became 1 hour. With the rain, there is water all around. Meanwhile, my phone kept ringing. He is calling again and again asking where are you? How far hv you reached? How long will it take you to come? I said almost arrived. He called again in less than 2 minutes, but I did not pick up the phone. ...
part of life
The creation of difficult conditions The trouble didn't come when at the end of the day an SMS came in 'seeing a simple picture of him and his friend spending time' which he sent me. The trouble happened when I found out --- 'The unknown girl has become your friend'. Well, is it easy to make friends in life? If someone can be a friend quickly, then why can't we forget the old dear man so quickly? What would have been his reaction if he had suddenly seen these on my phone? Maybe he didn't feel anything because I never made him stand in such a situation. So, he won't understand. As the saying goes, 'The man who is breaking into the house is the first to notice'. I called him, he called me many times and told me not to come now, come later. Meanwhile, I became disoriented, my head is not right. I reached his door. I slapped him on the cheek. The slap was to let me know ...
Imagination
'Imagination' is wonderful, unless It hurts you. 'Imagination' is wonderful, unless You suffer from depression. 'Imagination' Let's imagine without complications. _@nu_
19th April (part-3)
19th April special dAy or awkful dAy My thoughts are such that I have to remember the good thoughts at the end of the day as the day goes on. That is why this day will be a special day for me. A lot of bad things happened to me that might not be explained in words. The heart and body were eager to leave together. The heart was wounded along with the body. The heart and brain to be more affected than the body. The pain in the body may go away with time, but where will the pain in the heart and brain go? Is he just me 'physically more, Or He hit me more mentally '? His words were more terrible than the kit of hell. Ignoring all this, I began to understand my heart and brain in this way I started to remember his good memories. Not to mention that - "You will love him for his good And You won't love him bad. Say it doesn't happen ". That's why we are all slaves to habit. He could not give up his grumpy nature. He could not handle the mat...
19th April (part-2 Bengali)
19th april special dAy or awkful dAy শুভ জন্মদিন ,শুভ জন্মদিন!!!!!!!!! অনেক শুভেচ্ছা রইল। অনেকটা সময় পার হয়ে গেল ,বুঝতেই পারলাম না কোথা দিয়ে। প্রায় পাঁচ টা আমি তাকে আরেকটু, থাকার অনুরোধ করছি বললাম------ একটু হেঁটে চলি তারপর তুমি চলে যেও নয়। এক পা.... দু প করে.... এগিয়ে চললাম..... যদিও গন্তব্য একই ছিল কিন্তু লক্ষ্য ভিন্ন ভাবনাগুলো ভিন্ন। আমি আর আমার বকরবকর ;সে সে আর তার নীরবতা ,আমাদের সাথে। এবার সে কঠোরভাবে বলে উঠল যাও, তো যাও আমার মাথা খেয়োনা। আজও সে একই রকম-- "বদমেজাজি, নিষ্ঠুর (আমার উপরে)কিন্তু চেহারা দেখে মনে হবে তার থেকে শান্ত, ঠাণ্ডামাথার ছেলে আর কেউ হয়না। আচ্ছা, "মানুষ কি শুধু শান্ত দেখতে হলেই হয়? নাকি তার স্বভাবটা শান্ত রাখতে হয়?"। তার কথাগুল...
19th April (part-2)
19th april Special dAy or Awful dAy Happy birthday !!!!!! Happy birthday! Many wishes..... He cut the cake.... We spend good time ..... I could not understand where the time passed. It was about five o'clock. I begin to add whims, begin to request; I said let's walk a little then how can you leave. I walked forward with one foot and two feet .............. The destination is the same but the goal is different, the thoughts are different. Why or why not? We are two 'different people, different thoughts, different temperaments'. This is like me and my chatter and he is his silence. Strictly he said --- Go, go, don't eat my head. He's still the same - grumpy, angry, cruel (to me) but looks cool, very calm boy. I began to question myself ...
19th April(part -1 Bengali)
19th April (special day or awkful day) রা'তখন বারোটা ছুঁইছুঁই, "মন আর মস্তিষ্কের"সংঘর্ষ চলে চলেছে অবিরত.... কার সাথে সাথ মিলাবো আমি? 'সারাবছর যে দিনটার অপেক্ষায় বসে ছিলাম, সারাবছর যে মুহুর্তের জন্য অপেক্ষা করছিলাম, সেই মুহূর্ত এসছে আমাকে হাতছানি দিয়ে ডাকছে ' কিন্তু এ কী? অনুরাগ,বেদনাকে সাথে নিয়েছে এসছে....... ভাবতে ভাবতে ঘড়ির কাঁটা পৌঁছালো ঠিক বারোটা য় । সব সময় মত আমার মনের এই জয় হলো এই সংঘর্ষে। মন বললো একটা এসএমএস একটা পোস্ট একটা ভয়েস এসএমএস করায় যেতে পারে ; কি বলো? চটপট করে দেরি না করে লিখে ফেললাম শুভেচ্ছা পত্র কিন্তু কিভাবে পাঠাব? সবখান থেকে তো ব্লক আমি শুধুমাত্র 'ইনস্টা' ছাড়া। তো কি হয়েছে! শুভেচ্ছা জানানোই যেতে পারে .... আমারও ন্যাকামি আমি শুভেচ্ছা তো জানালাম কিন্তু 'ইনস্টা'ছাড়া বাকি সব কিছুতেই। " আচ্ছা অপরপ্রান্তে মানুষটা কি আমার শুভেচ্ছার জন্য অ...
19th April (prt-1)
19th april Special dAy or awkful dAy Almost 12 o'clock in the night. fight going on between the mind and the brain ..... Who will I give it to? Fighting to think,time reached exactly 12 a.m.The moment I have been waiting for all year, the moment I have been waiting for, today that moment has come to my doorstep.But it brought with it a lot of fear, a lot of pride, a lot of trouble.I didn't think so In the end as always, my mind and brain won the victory.The mind said that a wish can only be done, isn't it? Greetings everywhere on the social side of the day, although I knew I was everywhere except for the block "Insta". But I was a little naughty so I greeted all the social side except "Insta".Are the people on the edge waiting for my greetings?What would he think if I didn't greet him? Will he understand this time if he doesn't wish the people close to him? Or will he involve himself more in his contradictory thoughts ?It ...