19th April (prt-1)

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           19th april Special dAy or awkful dAy


Almost 12 o'clock in the night.
fight going on between the mind and the brain .....
Who will I give it to?
 Fighting to think,time  reached exactly 12 a.m.The moment I have been waiting for all year, the moment I have been waiting for, today that moment has come to my doorstep.But it brought with it a lot of fear, a lot of pride, a lot of trouble.I didn't think so In the end as always, my mind and brain won the victory.The mind said that a wish can only be done, isn't it? Greetings everywhere on the social side of the day, although I knew I was everywhere except for the block "Insta". But I was a little naughty so I greeted all the social side except "Insta".Are the people on the edge waiting for my greetings?What would he think if I didn't greet him? Will he understand this time if he doesn't wish the people close to him? Or will he involve himself more in his contradictory thoughts ?It was morning thinking .....This time my mind started to make another wish --- now you are here with me, don't let him go at this time .....Again, I found myself in a difficult situation.But I have to make up my mind, so I agreed.The brain said, "Go, don't forget to take me with you, because your mind is so weak." I smiled and left without delay in a familiar way to the unknown.With cakes, candles, chocolates, lots of love, lots of smiles like all the time.Why not? He is "World best bf "(in my view )...today his day.It's almost rotten. I have no choice but to call now.I called him from the texi driver.... . ringing ..... ringing.... ringing.....
Hello!!!!! Who r u?
I said I'm Zoya.
I also said I'm waiting for you, come out.
He said softly, "I'm on duty."I said come on, I'll wait for you. He said okay........
Meanwhile, I was busy trying to normalize myself, as if nothing had happened.He came ----- How long have I not seen his smile, his childish behaviour, his anger, his physoness, his gooo goo ..
suddenly He said finish the drama quickly, I have work to do. His words are full of bitterness.I finally asked - I came so late to make a wish, what do you think I will not make a wish.

He replied softly, "I thought you would do the same as I did to you."I did not wish you a happy birthday. "
😉Not in words, that he thinks of others as he is...😉
I said I want to live today and be happy today.This time it will go away, who knows where I will be next year,It will not be available at this time. So I left without wasting time to celebrate your birthday.

Whts Ur thinking ? Is a special day !!!! Right.......
To be continue................

"Don't think too much"-Today Live Ur life
"enjoy Ur today"
"Smile"
"Handel with care "
Happyness is a journey not a destination 😊
    

_@nu_

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